Something to say, nothing particularly important...
I wanted to blog yesterday after reading an entry in my friend's blog. But after a series of events, I lost the determination to write anything at all. My fingers were too lazy to move and my mind was just too spaced out to think of anything to write.
Alot of things have been coming up these days. I'm not even sure whether they are self-inflicted or one of those things that jump out at you from nowhere and catch you off-guard in hopes of knocking you off your feet and landing hard on your bum on the concrete floor. (That was one LONG sentence of crap.) Anyway, I just feel that alot of random thoughts are running through my head these past few days. Thoughts that do not make an impact or even cause me to think deeper and bring about a reflection of my life. They're just thoughts that seem to go through my mind, in from one way and out the other, leaving me totally confused and in a daze. It's like a torrent of thoughts just washing over my entire consciousness and leaving me bewildered at them. Ever sat at the edge of the beach and letting the waves that come in to just wash you over? That's a good analogy of how it felt. So basically, I do not have anything in particular to talk about. Nothing much to report here.
Fine. For the sake of whoever's reading this entry, let me give you something to read about. Just for the sake of reading.
I remember in my VJ life, I used to listen to this song "Welcome to my life" by Simple Plan. In fact, I was quite captivated by it, and I was caught in this idea of this world being part of my life. That everyone's part of my world, my life. Aly-ism. That's the way I live my life and how I expected people to be. My way, my rules. Not that I impose my ideas on them, but just that if they behave out of the my standard protocol of being NORMAL, then that person is just weird. Ok. That was just to give a little background on why I came up with this. Alywin Chapter 3:2. My "bible" code. Not to be disrespectful of my Lord Jesus Christ, the One and only true God who wrote the one and only true Bible which is the Word of God. But I think that it is kinda funny as I thought of my own made-up verse at the dinner table. Alywin Chapter 3:2 says, "I eat so as not to speak." It is to be used at the dinner table when people start saying cold jokes, or even stuff that my tongue itches to comment on. But in my efforts to tame my tongue (which can be very lethal if you know me well enough), I decided to eat/stuff my mouth with rice/food so as not to say a word. And it worked. That momentary urge to speak out passes over and I did not inflict any damage at all.
Ok. That was just something for the fun of it. I think it should be time to end this entry since I really think I have nothing much to say for tonight. I'll be back. Someday, somehow. For now, take care and God bless. In God we trust! I live for peace and love, and you're welcomed to my life.
Alot of things have been coming up these days. I'm not even sure whether they are self-inflicted or one of those things that jump out at you from nowhere and catch you off-guard in hopes of knocking you off your feet and landing hard on your bum on the concrete floor. (That was one LONG sentence of crap.) Anyway, I just feel that alot of random thoughts are running through my head these past few days. Thoughts that do not make an impact or even cause me to think deeper and bring about a reflection of my life. They're just thoughts that seem to go through my mind, in from one way and out the other, leaving me totally confused and in a daze. It's like a torrent of thoughts just washing over my entire consciousness and leaving me bewildered at them. Ever sat at the edge of the beach and letting the waves that come in to just wash you over? That's a good analogy of how it felt. So basically, I do not have anything in particular to talk about. Nothing much to report here.
Fine. For the sake of whoever's reading this entry, let me give you something to read about. Just for the sake of reading.
I remember in my VJ life, I used to listen to this song "Welcome to my life" by Simple Plan. In fact, I was quite captivated by it, and I was caught in this idea of this world being part of my life. That everyone's part of my world, my life. Aly-ism. That's the way I live my life and how I expected people to be. My way, my rules. Not that I impose my ideas on them, but just that if they behave out of the my standard protocol of being NORMAL, then that person is just weird. Ok. That was just to give a little background on why I came up with this. Alywin Chapter 3:2. My "bible" code. Not to be disrespectful of my Lord Jesus Christ, the One and only true God who wrote the one and only true Bible which is the Word of God. But I think that it is kinda funny as I thought of my own made-up verse at the dinner table. Alywin Chapter 3:2 says, "I eat so as not to speak." It is to be used at the dinner table when people start saying cold jokes, or even stuff that my tongue itches to comment on. But in my efforts to tame my tongue (which can be very lethal if you know me well enough), I decided to eat/stuff my mouth with rice/food so as not to say a word. And it worked. That momentary urge to speak out passes over and I did not inflict any damage at all.
Ok. That was just something for the fun of it. I think it should be time to end this entry since I really think I have nothing much to say for tonight. I'll be back. Someday, somehow. For now, take care and God bless. In God we trust! I live for peace and love, and you're welcomed to my life.
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