Encounter with The Most High..

"Would you bow before Me, Alywin?"

How can I say no, O Lord.
Father, I have wandered far from Your Presence.

"Come back my son."

God, I'm not good enough. I am not worthy.

"I am good enough."

But Father, I've...

"Just sshh......"

God, I am too weak.

"That's why you need to grow."

How?

"I'll guide you, if you'll follow My ways."

I want to follow Your ways Lord.

"Then just go."
"Now, arise a new man."

So fast? Don't I need to kneel a little longer?

"It is done. Now rise."

You sure?

"Why do you keep doubting Me?"
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It was a time of ministering as I dwelt in the presence of the Lord as the song Forever (The nails in Your hands) was being played. It was a tough struggle returning to ministry after falling away. I wasn't sure, and I couldn't bring myself to forgive myself for being so weak in faith. But I thank God for His mercy and grace. As King David said, "I am in deep distress. Let me fall in the hands of the Lord, for his mercy is very great; but do not let me fall into the hands of men."

Praise to the Lord Almighty.
His mercies endure forever.