Sun, sand, sea!!!
Woohoo! Finally went to Sentosa again. I missed my favourite island man. So so so so excited and glad to be back. Hehe. I'm addicted to Sentosa man. Wish I can stay here and be and Islander. So cool. Relax, chill and laid-back lifestyle with no worries about the world and whatever that's going on. Cruise my way through life being happy-go-lucky and easy going. Everyday would be a whole new day without pressures. Ain't that what everyone wants? Some private island to retreat to and just live happily ever after with your friends and loved ones. I think that's what I want. Haha.
But a dream is a dream.
"Snap back to reality..."
Sigh. Shit happens all the time. And it happened again today at the end of such a wonderful day. And what caused it? ME! No surprise there. It's such a usual thing. Somehow and in someway, I would just manage to do and say something wrong that would upset someone and cause the person to detest me and not trust me ever again. I think I have a knack for that. Score one for the loser. Crap. Feels like crap. Won't explain here or at all. So don't bother asking. The person whom I've did this bad and stupid thing would know it when she reads it. Yupp.Gosh. I need an ice pack and a cold beer. Head's killing me man.
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Okay. Here goes my random thought again.
What exactly is the difference between a man and a boy?
Haha.. Weird question, I know. Something that most would wave off saying that the answer's so obvious. But seriously, think about it man. Think beyond the physical and into the mental, spiritual and emotional. What is the difference that makes a man able to carry the label of MAN and a boy the label BOY. Is it that distinct? Or is there a mix of both in a person at both phases of his life? Haha. I would say it is quite complicating. Let's say right now. Transitioning from a teenager into adulthood. Supposedly a YOUNG ADULT. So does that make me a MAN or a BOY? Is it just determined by age? Doubt so. There definitely is more to it. Haha. I dare say that I've a good mix of both right now at this point in time in life. Still a boy at heart, yet thoughts of a man. Rough patch to go through man. Conflicts in the character of a boy and a man is like a continuous war. You know those wars that drag on for years? This is how it goes. There would be times when everything is quiet and things seem okay. Then someone would do something stupid and the fighting occurs again. Haha. That is how it is with this patch that I'm going through. Sometimes things are quiet and alright. I'm happy and everyone's happy. But then something would spark, a misfire or the crack of a twig, and the whole thing would erupt again. Then I would start doing stupid things, saying dumber things, and stepping all over on people's toes. Screwed up. Haha.
Ok.. End of random thought.. Think that was quite random.. Like way out.. =p
Enough for now. Time for a shower and nursing my tender and sensitive red skin. Oh, before I go...
mailto:#$!^@*##%!^#*!%#*@%#!*@#^%$!*#%!**&^&$!#@&%
;-p
But a dream is a dream.
"Snap back to reality..."
Sigh. Shit happens all the time. And it happened again today at the end of such a wonderful day. And what caused it? ME! No surprise there. It's such a usual thing. Somehow and in someway, I would just manage to do and say something wrong that would upset someone and cause the person to detest me and not trust me ever again. I think I have a knack for that. Score one for the loser. Crap. Feels like crap. Won't explain here or at all. So don't bother asking. The person whom I've did this bad and stupid thing would know it when she reads it. Yupp.Gosh. I need an ice pack and a cold beer. Head's killing me man.
Hmm. Random thought appearing...
Loading...
Done...
Okay. Here goes my random thought again.
What exactly is the difference between a man and a boy?
Haha.. Weird question, I know. Something that most would wave off saying that the answer's so obvious. But seriously, think about it man. Think beyond the physical and into the mental, spiritual and emotional. What is the difference that makes a man able to carry the label of MAN and a boy the label BOY. Is it that distinct? Or is there a mix of both in a person at both phases of his life? Haha. I would say it is quite complicating. Let's say right now. Transitioning from a teenager into adulthood. Supposedly a YOUNG ADULT. So does that make me a MAN or a BOY? Is it just determined by age? Doubt so. There definitely is more to it. Haha. I dare say that I've a good mix of both right now at this point in time in life. Still a boy at heart, yet thoughts of a man. Rough patch to go through man. Conflicts in the character of a boy and a man is like a continuous war. You know those wars that drag on for years? This is how it goes. There would be times when everything is quiet and things seem okay. Then someone would do something stupid and the fighting occurs again. Haha. That is how it is with this patch that I'm going through. Sometimes things are quiet and alright. I'm happy and everyone's happy. But then something would spark, a misfire or the crack of a twig, and the whole thing would erupt again. Then I would start doing stupid things, saying dumber things, and stepping all over on people's toes. Screwed up. Haha.
Ok.. End of random thought.. Think that was quite random.. Like way out.. =p
Enough for now. Time for a shower and nursing my tender and sensitive red skin. Oh, before I go...
mailto:#$!^@*##%!^#*!%#*@%#!*@#^%$!*#%!**&^&$!#@&%
;-p
posted by al at 8:21 AM
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