Saturday, June 18, 2005

what's next???

woah woah.. this is one helluva block leave man.. and it has ran its course.. going to my new unit on monday.. i'm an armoured technician!!! haha.. whoopee.. hope i don't screw the tank tracks wrongly or cause something to explode.. i've a knack for that.. =p

youth camp was fun.. very very fun.. haha.. at first i felt so so lost.. kinda disconnected from my bros and sis after being away for so long.. haha.. but thank goodness i managed to fit in again.. God was real good during the camp.. taking things slowly with me and letting me learn and get back all that i've put on hold during bmt.. sure is a faithful and patient God.. many thanks! =)

went out with rey, david and pastor paul on mon after the camp.. brought paul to sentosa cause it's the first time he's visiting singapore.. it was a good day.. and conversing with him, i learnt alot about God from him.. and he even gave me a fresh revelation of the vision that God had impressed on me at Ignite.. it was then that i realised i had been over eager, that i had misinterpreted the vision and jumped into something that God had not meant for me.. haha.. i felt so relieved and grateful for this outing, and once again thank God for His perfect timing in revealing the plans He has for us.. =)

ooh.. love this day.. went out with august on a shopping spree.. it was madness. i got a zen micro 20gb, a sony digicam (dsc-w5) and he bought me a crumpler bag.. man.. the uncle at sim lim was shocked when we bought all those electronics from him.. haha.. should have seen his face man.. i spent about 1k that day.. but.. no regrets.. hahaha.. =p

soul revolution conference.. hmm.. this was a tiring tiring conference. not too sure why, but i was just very very drained.. skipped all the workshops but had a great time with God on my own (first workshop day) and fellowship with my bros (second workshop day which is the last day of the conference).. yeah.. somehow i feel that i don't have the compassion for the lost anymore.. it's like i've been serving so hard in church, that my heart has been hardened against the basics of our faith.. and that is, to go and make disciples of all nations, to spread the good news of Jesus.. maybe serving in church can also be used by the devil to restrict our walk with God.. makes us all so blinded.. so busy with our tasks that we miss out the most important thing.. spread God's love, and the salvation message.. oh God oh God.. what have i done??? i need your compassion and love for the lost again.. open up my heart and just fill me with it.. and stir up in me the desire to see lost pple come back to Jesus.. and give me the boldness to overcome the fear of man so that i can go forth and spread the good news.. in Jesus' name, amen amen amen. =)

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