Pent up and about to EXPLODE

I just thought of something. The reason why I blog is so that when I have something that I can't seem to say, I'll at least have a place to let it out. That could come in two ways: Good or Bad. As for today, it is so gonna be BAD.

Not sure what the heck is wrong with me but have been feeling rather frustrated and pissed off and touchy and irritable and angry and emotional and enraged recently for no rhyme or reason at all. Losing my cool at every little thing and every single shit that happens. Currently feeling all pent up with all the negative emotions and rage that I'm unsure what to do, and wondering seriously what the heck is wrong at all. I know inside me everything's screaming at the top of its voice or whatever you may call it. Really really want to let it out. That BIG and LOUD shout of the F word at the top of my lungs. It's like vulgarity wanting to burst out of me and it sucks cos I'm holding it all back and in cos I must not do it. Ain't exactly a holy act. God. ARGH~~~~~~~!!!!! I'm so so so so so gonna explode if this carries on. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG!?!? The weird thing is, I don't know what's lacking that I want, what's missing that I need. I wana sleep forever though. UGH!