dead drunk....

went to nic's on Fri... studied and chatted... bout us... sorry... no more "us"... bout me n her... i dunno why i love her so freaking much... i nva did love anyone so much before... it tore me apart man... totally... went out on Fri and Sat night... drank myself silly before going home... trying to numb myself from the crippling pain i guess... sigh... i gotta get over this... gotta face it and overcome it... but how? shit...